Sad

I am a little sad about not being able to have a baby this year. I screwed this up for us. Why wasn't I more careful about choosing our insurance plan? Either way, I do not need the added stress of having a baby with no money and crappy insurance. I might as well wait until open enrollment (October) and switch to the premier plan. When I switched last year, baby-making was not in my agenda for 2009. Why don't I think ahead?!?!?!!?